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[25 Jun 2010|07:53pm] |
[Private to close friends; hexed against The Mudbloods]
So... things have been weird lately, with the band. And especially with Demelza. They're a lot quieter around me than normal (which is saying something, usually I can't get the boys to shut up), and we don't hang out together outside of work as much like we used to... and that's really saying something, since we live together. The other day I walked into the living room and caught all of them, Demi included, standing around talking quietly, and when I came in, they all glanced up at me and stopped. I'm pretty sure they were talking about me.
Not to mention, we keep getting into arguments, usually over the stupidest things. Sometimes over big things... namely the thing, or person, that I think is the reason for all this drama. I thought they'd get used to me dating Draco over time, but it's been awhile now, and still nothing. The boys still constantly poke fun at him whenever he's mentioned, and insist on calling him "Ferret", "That Git" or at best "Malfoy" (sometimes even to his face, which is why he's stopped coming over my place). Demi is even worse, there are times she openly just starts in on him, asking me how I could date someone like him... She claims that he's prejudiced, but she doesn't seem to see that she's the one with the prejudice here. She makes all these complaints about him being one of the people who used to cause us so much pain... but doesn't she see that with the way she's going on, she's no better than them, in a way?
I don't even know what to do about it anymore... if I bring it up, it just starts a fight, and then we don't talk. This whole new dynamic is stressing the band, it's changing our vibe... we haven't written any new music together in weeks now.
Something has to happen, and soon. We're not going to last much longer if things keep up like this.
Bloody hell, this stress is starting to get to me. I need to get out, away from this house, and do something fun. Anyone?
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[19 May 2010|08:20pm] |
I bet that last blind item is referring to Zabini. He always was an arse. Besides, none of the blokes I know would ever be a dick like that to their kid.
[Private to Draco]
Breathe.
Now breathe again.
One more time for good measure, slowly and deeply.
You okay?
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[17 Apr 2010|03:50pm] |
Adventures in Koreatown: At least ten of my mother's older friends asked me if I was ever going to get married ("How else will you start a family?" "Artificial insemination!" Inserts gasps and horrified expressions here.). A couple of their daughters asked if I was a lesbian ('Don't you live with some ginger girl?' 'Yes, and three blokes too.' 'You live with boys???' Cue shock and awe.) Oh, and several old Korean grandmothers (upon seeing me shopping for Korean food) told me all about their grandsons who would love a nice Korean girl to cook for them. Delightful!
At least I got all the food I wanted? Now I just have to figure out how to keep the boys away from it for a day. I think this might require several padlocks and a few charms.
[Private to Dems]
We're going to have to figure out a way to keep them out of the kitchen tomorrow, too. I'm making dinner for Draco someone Malfoy Draco tomorrow night and I have to start some of it at our place first.
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[Private to Cho]
I feel stupid asking this. But what does someone wear on a date when they're going over a bloke's house to have dinner with him? I'm cooking Draco him Korean food because he apparently has no idea how to cook, not surprisingly. And I sound like a girl so silly, but I don't know what I should wear.
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[16 Apr 2010|04:36pm] |
[Hexed very private to Cho]
What happened to the days when everything was so black and white? When you knew who was 'bad' and who was 'good'? Where did all these shades of gray and emotions come from? When did Draco Malfoy become a person and not just a snotty git- When did I suddenly realize that even the people I don't like have feelings too?
Merlin, I think I've gone and grown up and I don't even know when it happened.
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[14 Apr 2010|08:51pm] |
[Private to Dems & Cho]
I think I just somehow agreed to go on a date...
WITH DRACO FUCKING MALFOY.
Fuck.
Now I need to go shopping or something. And I fucking hate shopping.
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